SO, my computer is working again thank you JEEEEEEESUS!
Funny thing is that it got busted when lent started and it magically got fixed
easter sunday.....is it a coincidence....I THINK NOT!
it was quite interesting to see how much one depends one the computer....it kinda felt liberating.
Ok, but that is not what i want to talk about.
Today i saw a movie........a movie i should have watched a loooong time ago.
Ferris Buller's Day Off...........all i have to say is.....WOW!
It reminded me of what EVERY SINGLE GUY WHO HAS TWO.......parents want to be. This guy is the epitome of human freedom and leisure. The self confidence, the trust, the fun, the girl, even the love towards your best friend.....this guy gots it. If there is something about me that i have yearned for many years is to live...to do what i want.....to be great at something....to stand out...not to follow. i mean notice the people i hang out with (regularly... not like suite or stuff like that).....heck even when it comes to girls there is one thing i respect the most....self confidence.
This is something....believe it or not...i have struggled with all my life. Yes, sometimes i look like the guy who has the cojones to say the things no one else would say, but trust me.....i am very cautious with my words...especially in english...(ask the latina waitresses that give me free stuff)
When it comes to english...i am very shy, i look insecure, i feel like i want to get a gun and shoot my foot so i can spit out what i want to say. YES i can be a flirt! YEEES i an be loud! YYEEEESSS i like mafia movies!!!!.....andd YEEEEEEEES i am latino...but deep down inside there is a sheltered boy that wants to stand out with a certain talent and take over. Vito wants to go out there and be all he wants to be.
Of course, i am well aware that i don't live in a movie's world...but our life is like a movie...God is the director, but you are the actor who decides the lines.
why?
Because I Can.
-Vito.
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